biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Hanging out with...

pastors are great. That's what I found out on the whole of Friday and Saturday. I followed this pastor around preparing for the 9th MCCC and it was such fun learning from him. Well, he didn't need to tell me anything, I just learned stuff tagging him. Of course he doesn't know this but he might have an inkling already.
So what exatly did I learn? How to do things? Not right. I do NOT know what exactly to say. It's really true when we say actions speak louder than words. His actions spoke louder to me. The best part was, he took care of me like his own daughter. Took me to the best places at the conference. YES! Gave me nice food too! The other best thing is, he trusts me enough to ask me to do things for him, personal things too. Plus the fact that I had no idea what I was suppose to do until I was on the tasks! Of course I did cheerfully (and with much prayer that I would not screw up)! Wouldn't you if someone trusts you that much?
I think this fun learning came with the fact that my jobs were easy, not stressful and do-able. Provided me with lots of learning room. It came with the right attitude too. Praying DOES make a difference and I'm so glad I prayed before I started on anything for the right attitude and heart. I'm so sure I screwed up in many places, but they were overlooked. Grace and mercy they were showering me with. Thank you Pastor Seng Fei. Not wasted effort eh? ;)
p/s: Pr.Eng Eng,Pr.Seng Fei, Pr.Mike and Pr.Marge, thank you for seeing so much in me that I do not see in myself. You are cherished and loved dearly. Great people for the Kingdom of God.
just one life,
gracey

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