biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Hmmm..

I think I sound a wee bit serious in my blogs, no? It's my place to rant! And think. And learn to write. That's why it's serious usually. I am one of the many Asians who did not grow up learning to speak out and vomit my thoughts out, because it's not the culture and it is deemed as disrespectful. And that stigma sticks more to the girls.

So this blog and my journals help me keep sane from all the insanities in the world. The plus through blogging is, you get to see my world from my lenses. Some of my friends may not know me too well because I don't speak out many of my thoughts (like duh!), so I ask them to read my blogs, to share with them my life as it is. It's not that I am stingy with my thoughts, it's as simple as I choke or get stuck midway through talking. Things are so much better now, because I have a few friends who give me space to speak out. And that helps me write and think better too.

Sometimes, things are just hard to be explained real time. So this is the runaway place. And I lurve the fact that my sister reads this too, coz then she knows what I'm thinking about.

Plus blogger is great with all its features so I now L-O-V-E!!!! blogging everyday, if that's possible.

So, I AM:
  • A Christian
  • A daughter, sister and ah yee!
  • A friend
  • A shy person......not (with people I know)!
  • Smiley and that's in the blood
  • Crazy (when I'm allowed to!!)
  • Living through a transition now
  • SARCASTIC when I'm up to it (hah!)
I WANT:
  • To love God like no other!
  • To love people like never before
  • To hug those I want to hug
  • To have more real faith in God and myself
  • To be whole in Christ Jesus
  • To be more courageous even when it means rejection
  • To be a great daughter and sister and ah yee and friend
  • To be loved as I am, the way I am!
** My little babe nephew has 2 tooth = teeth now! I'm SOOOOOOOOOO excited!!!

**That's not a comprehensive and arranged list..it's all impromptu!

**Shoot me (not literally!!) if you think I'm not going the right way = God's way

just one life,
gracey

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