biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

A Glimpse of Days to Come??

Well, the weeks leading up to the end of my second last semester at university is surely going to be full of madness. That last week isn't that near at all, but comparatively soon, I would say. All the signs of busyness just became clearer this week, with all the last minute switching of industry of one of my projects (a major one, at that!), more things to do for others, and a couple of interviews to conduct. It seems quite impossible for my mates and I to rush through our work with the one week break coming up, but the one week is great for us to leave us to do much more than if we were to have classes.

I started worrying whether I would be able to get through this semester last week. I surely do not want to get mediocre results and see not so nice grades on my 'report card'. All the hard work of past semesters would be a total waste if I just screwed up. Then I thought to myself, " Grace, if you can't handle this pressure and stress now, you won't be able to keep sane once you jump into the well known rat chasing world out there." Ohhhh, no!!

That thought stirred a little fear deep in my heart, because I know I am unable to handle this alone. I take comfort in the fact that I am not alone in this,that my friends are going through the same thing. Some of them, in fact, are busier than I. They are working at the same time. Oh Lord, I(we) need much strength and perseverance.

That said, my hope is in the Lord. I pray comfort for each of us who go through busy and nerve wrecking periods at work or at school. God bless you. =)

one life to live,
gracey

2 comments:

debbie loh said...

Hi Grace!

Seek first His Kingdom and the rest will be added unto you...

It's funny how me and my friends would be BUSIEST with dance/ oher performances/cell activities/ during equally peak exam periods. Assignements piling and .. haven't sent cell report! haven't arranged transport! haven't called visitors! haven't talked to cell members. But you know, we also put God's Kingdoms FIRST.

And we usually get nothing less than distinctions. *GRIN*

So... sow in the RIGHT area, girl. Some people labour like mad in studies sampai tak keluar rumah, tak pegi church, tak nak buat cell stuff, malas nak call, malas nak buat Quiet Time. Tapi kiter punyer identiti dan lifestyle dah berubah. And we live by God's promises and grace. Jadik... stay focused on Jesus. Most important thing is don't let Him out of your sight.

*muahz* All de best utk u punya studies yerrr...

gRaCeY said...

:)