Yeap! Finally connected to Streamyx! Which means I can start doing research online. No kidding, I've got assignments up my sleeves already when I'm barely in the know about the subjects I'm taking.
Business Policy sounds difficult, but very exciting and interesting. Looking forward to all the research and brain cracking for this subject actually. =) Okay, I can't believe I just said that! The lecturer is the best I've seen so far in Metropolitan actually. She's very positive, and I guess that's because of her faith in God. As far as I can see right now, she's truly a woman who lives, breathes and walks her faith. Amazing testimony.
Tonight will be my first night back in DUMC setting. Don't know what's ahead, so God have mercy. I think the ONE thing I'm afraid of after Jeremiah School is that I go back to what I used to do and return to the old person I was. JS has brought a wonderful change into my life, and I fully embrace ALL that God was doing in my heart. Towards the end of JS, reality started sinking deep into my heart. What if I go back to who I was? Meaning, what if I stopped spending time alone with God everyday? What if I stopped reflecting about life and lived life as though there was no purpose in it? What if there are so many things to distract me and I have no say to them all?
I guess the what ifs will remain what ifs if I continuously play the what ifs without truly living life. Rev Philip Siew said something which has remained in my heart, that is, "If you are not prepared to die, then you have not truly lived." That statement struck my inner being because honestly, I'm not prepared to die yet. It rung home because of the truth in that statement, that if I am not ready to die which means taking risks in life, going for what I believe in, living the purpose God has created me for, then I have NOT LIVED at all.
What about you? Are you ready to D-I-E?
same yet different,
gracey
Business Policy sounds difficult, but very exciting and interesting. Looking forward to all the research and brain cracking for this subject actually. =) Okay, I can't believe I just said that! The lecturer is the best I've seen so far in Metropolitan actually. She's very positive, and I guess that's because of her faith in God. As far as I can see right now, she's truly a woman who lives, breathes and walks her faith. Amazing testimony.
Tonight will be my first night back in DUMC setting. Don't know what's ahead, so God have mercy. I think the ONE thing I'm afraid of after Jeremiah School is that I go back to what I used to do and return to the old person I was. JS has brought a wonderful change into my life, and I fully embrace ALL that God was doing in my heart. Towards the end of JS, reality started sinking deep into my heart. What if I go back to who I was? Meaning, what if I stopped spending time alone with God everyday? What if I stopped reflecting about life and lived life as though there was no purpose in it? What if there are so many things to distract me and I have no say to them all?
I guess the what ifs will remain what ifs if I continuously play the what ifs without truly living life. Rev Philip Siew said something which has remained in my heart, that is, "If you are not prepared to die, then you have not truly lived." That statement struck my inner being because honestly, I'm not prepared to die yet. It rung home because of the truth in that statement, that if I am not ready to die which means taking risks in life, going for what I believe in, living the purpose God has created me for, then I have NOT LIVED at all.
What about you? Are you ready to D-I-E?
same yet different,
gracey
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