1.5 Months to Graduation!

Or rather freedom? Freedom from what actually? From assignments maybe? But I know I will no longer be safe. In college, we're protected from the real world, the harsh realities of the world. In the world, we are without a shield, and there are no more lecturers who wish the best for us, who would gently guide us and correct us with the best in mind. In the world, no such things. Reality check tells me that I have to learn to learn the hard way, sometimes after falling hard on my face. Well, I cannot tell from experience yet, BUT I really do feel inadequate and ill-equipped to start work. I have no experience to fall back on, what I do have is my innocence, if that is valuable to the world.

I want to take comfort though, that God is my shield. People may have bad intentions, but God is good. He turns the bad things to great things! =) And my innocence is of great value to Him. I just hope that does not change forever. It's not easy having a childlike faith at 22, and I bet that would be the same if not harder when I turn 50 in 28 years. I don't mean to say that I've got life entirely figured out. Time is running short indeed. And yeah, I don't live forever. But I still live like I am. *wake up!*

So Lord I need your grace and mercy. Help me see You in my life everyday, every moment, even when I don't read Your Word. Back to my powerpoint slides! =)


same yet different,
gracey