biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Post #202

Absolutely mind boggling what anger can do to me. Yesterday was a bad day. The low in JS cannot even come close to what was happening yesterday in my heart and mind. It was really not my day. All I can say is, "SHIT happens", and has been happening a lot lately that I am starting to think that cow dungs do drop from the sky. Shoot me. Not literally please. I still want to live.

I. want. to. run. away. from. life's. miseries. I. don't. want. to. be. strong. I. need. friends. who. care. I. need. someone. whom. I. can. share. my. heart. out. without. being. afraid. of. being. prejudiced. Do. you. actually. care. ?.


low low low,
gracey

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Away from miseries, but into mysteries of Christ we run.
Don't have to be strong, as Christ came for those who are weak.
He came as our friend, just that we neglected Him and never really know this Friend who gives strength and comfort.
You can share to Him, He is listening, just that we are not aware of His presence, not attentive enough to Him.
He knows you heart, even before you share it, He knows you can go through it, not becasue you are able, but because He is able.
So, why "shit happens"? Why cow dungs from the sky? Simply because He wants your attention, He wants a relationship with you, He wants you.
So does He really cares? I'm confident that, "Yes, He cares, a lot."

Anonymous said...

well said anonymous!

big *huggies* to GraceY from me.

muaxx! everything will be alrite ;P

Anonymous said...

God will bless u away from miseries .u must believe that :) Life is such like a journey ...i belief there must be up and down that we need to face in everyday life...
It's called part of our life... :)Just take it as a lesson that we can learn...
One verse specially for u:May God Almighty bless you and make you fruitful and increase your numbers until you become a community of peoples.

jeyadev said...

yes, I care... I will call you soon...

gRaCeY said...

Thanks everyone. Truly appreciate the notes. :)

gRaCeY said...

Yes, kampung's the way! Better now, but it's always good to admit where I am than try to brave everything all the time by myself. Just found out that strong willed people are always reporting things fine even when they're not! LOL. :) Hugs from Subang too! :)