Sweet incense of worship - reserved only for God, the Holy One. We have always heard about our lives bringing resounding praise to God, but do we know how?
I, for one, think I only know it in my mind, but when it comes to living my life as a holy sacrifice to God, I'm extremely far from the Standard. Just as Romans 3:23 says huh?
I have been struggling spiritually to make sense of life and faith. I have known for a long time that when I am dry, I become easily irritated, cranky and look life with the eyes of a normal person. As a result of that, people closest to me become targets of my unpredictable mood. They can probably see that there is no peace in my heart now, because I act like a child, and speak like one too.
I don't know how to explain my behaviour, but please just give me space to sort out issues with the Father. Forgive me for the bad behaviour I have, and the negative attitude that is ungodly.
The biggest change for me is the question of what is right, and what is not. Although I look collected, it is those times I have alone in my car, or the restroom that I breakdown. Only the Father knows my condition. Everyone else assume that I do not need help and encouragement. I, beg to differ.
It also does not mean that I will share with any Tommy, Dicky or Harry about how I am just because they asked. I am picky, but then again, that has changed because I have become errant with my speech, conduct and thoughts.
hope is in the air,
gracey
I, for one, think I only know it in my mind, but when it comes to living my life as a holy sacrifice to God, I'm extremely far from the Standard. Just as Romans 3:23 says huh?
I have been struggling spiritually to make sense of life and faith. I have known for a long time that when I am dry, I become easily irritated, cranky and look life with the eyes of a normal person. As a result of that, people closest to me become targets of my unpredictable mood. They can probably see that there is no peace in my heart now, because I act like a child, and speak like one too.
I don't know how to explain my behaviour, but please just give me space to sort out issues with the Father. Forgive me for the bad behaviour I have, and the negative attitude that is ungodly.
The biggest change for me is the question of what is right, and what is not. Although I look collected, it is those times I have alone in my car, or the restroom that I breakdown. Only the Father knows my condition. Everyone else assume that I do not need help and encouragement. I, beg to differ.
It also does not mean that I will share with any Tommy, Dicky or Harry about how I am just because they asked. I am picky, but then again, that has changed because I have become errant with my speech, conduct and thoughts.
hope is in the air,
gracey
3 comments:
You're normal. Ask my brother. He is having a GREAT time learning all about how to forgive people (me!) and well, it's win-win situation for us. And the rest of my family too. Keke.
Why do you think it is so hard for some people to forgive and let go of past hurts?
Ten Commandment:
1.Forgiveness is not easy.
2.Forgiveness is not forgetting,but is about a change of heart.
3.Forgiveness does not overlook evil.
4. Forgiveness is not destructive.
5.Forgiveness is not the same thing as approval.
6.Forgiveness is based on recognizing and admitting that people are always bigger than their faults.
7.Forgiveness is willing to allow a person who has offended us to start over again.
8.Forgiveness recognizes the humanity of the person who has wronged us.
9. Forgiveness surrenders the right to get even.
10.Forgiveness means we wish the person who hurt us, or the group that hurt us, we wish them well.
For myself i hardly to let go past hurts also.I understand it's damn hard to forgive someone that had lead a scar or hurts.Somehow when we look back how much times we can spend on angry on somebody.Because of love that why we are hard to forgive and of coz bcos of love we need to forgive.
u need to forgive me also because i tell a lie to u :P Last time i honestly told u before thru chatting.So will u forgive me?
Forgiven :P
Mike
Hey my girl.
Just as u have stood beside me when i needed a friend, a sister to listen to my sorrows, i am here too now to go thru with u this moment of transition in life.
It ain't easy. It never was. It's thru tribulations that God instil in us the value He wants in us. Let's fight this battle against time together k? (since we are facing more or less the same dilemma :S ). Hehe.
Blog it out, express it out. You will feel much better. When u need an emergency toilet to flush out your frustrations, irritations, just give me an SMS or call lah ya! ;-)
You know where to find me,
Jason :)
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