I haven't been blogging regularly.
Been tongue tied. Sort of. Not literally but my mind isn't producing anything solid.
Would rather have a quiet evening at home, in my room or in front of the computer.
Have a pretty necklace and a pair of pretty earrings!
Going berserk at work! The stress of being the ONLY one. One leg kick all. Bad for my soul. Need to learn to handle this. Will I ever be a good employee? Surely I'm not an obedient employee! Pity my employer! Bleh!
Losing a friend(s)? Nothing new anymore. No responses from my messages. Time to give up. Maybe I tried too hard. So, tell me, what kind of friend should I be? Disappointed? Bet so - burning hot disappointment. Life's like that. Moving on. If the other person doesn't care, why should I? I wish I never had fighting spirit. I'd be loved by EVERYONE because I'm a girl who doesn't question. Give it up girl! Not worth your time and effort anymore. Not anymore.
madness,
gracey
Been tongue tied. Sort of. Not literally but my mind isn't producing anything solid.
Would rather have a quiet evening at home, in my room or in front of the computer.
Have a pretty necklace and a pair of pretty earrings!
Going berserk at work! The stress of being the ONLY one. One leg kick all. Bad for my soul. Need to learn to handle this. Will I ever be a good employee? Surely I'm not an obedient employee! Pity my employer! Bleh!
Losing a friend(s)? Nothing new anymore. No responses from my messages. Time to give up. Maybe I tried too hard. So, tell me, what kind of friend should I be? Disappointed? Bet so - burning hot disappointment. Life's like that. Moving on. If the other person doesn't care, why should I? I wish I never had fighting spirit. I'd be loved by EVERYONE because I'm a girl who doesn't question. Give it up girl! Not worth your time and effort anymore. Not anymore.
madness,
gracey
5 comments:
I know your feelings in this post don't reflect what you really are thinking, so will refrain from commenting there.
Was reminded of a story I heard at CU last year. About how George Mueller prayed for his friends to accept Christ. I think about 5 friends he specifically prayed for...not sure, tho I recall blogging about it back then.
Anyway he prayed and prayed, all the while living his life and doing all the things ppl found amazing and wrote autobios about. Up till the end of his life, 4 of his friends had come to know of the love he had prayed for. And the 5th came to know Christ at George's funeral.
When it comes to friends and perseverance, I think of this story. Having trouble living it out, but still inspires me nevertheless.
Hey Grace,
Don't be too frustrated, there are people like that and no matter what you do, it might not change them but your very act of perseverance might be the turning point.
I am sure that you are just frustrated at this moment. Who isn't? Stress and frustrations don't really go well but in times like this, you know you can always rely on Him.
Cheers
thanks for being a wonderfull friend and spritual sis inchrist dont think how your friend think about u friend is accept you for who u are and always there to engcarounge u i have enconter many experience that my friends that took me for granted and end up end my friend ship but nevermind i have the lord our brothers and sisters in christ as my friends really thank god for all of u who i came to know keep up good work amen min ying
Hmmm i know pretty much how that is... I am kinda in that situation and same mentality also.. :(
I guess the main theme from all the comments is Persevere... let's persevere together, shall we? :)
Missin ya and the rest back home
Hey you all,
Thank you so much. Your words are encouragement to me, sweet words to hear. Pleasurable. God answers prayers, and He did mine! :)
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