biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

You're So Going to Skin Me

It's fun making you angry la che. At least I know I'm under your skin - and never going away. Haha. I guess we have to all make do with our lack of politically correctly framed sentences. You know how our family suck at being affectionate, the only way we do best is by keeping it in our hearts - so don't misunderstand when I cannot accommodate your wild method of giving me your list. I cannot cope.

I meant it when I said I need you to tell me ahead. It's not that I don't want to help, but you have to be reasonable too. You've worked before, you know how it was. Plus KL needs me to drive everywhere, it's not like Singapore. Sometimes my schedule is so packed that I have to rush from one place to another, which I hate. I get little time for leisure and I do have many things in my hands to take care of.

Maybe you think I'm spoilt, I don't like to help, I'm selfish. Whatever. I guess that's just me. Just as you think you accommodate me, I give you space too. It takes 2 hands to clap and make some reasonable sound. Of all the people whom I wish would love me just as I am, most of them are family. Expecting me to live up to your expectations is just unreasonable, just as I expect you to accept me the way I have been brought up.

I'm not spoilt - by the standards of the people around us. And I don't have to qualify that. You should know better che. I love you and your family - just let me be me. I'm a work in progress, and so are you.

See you soon, just send me the list by this week. ;)


love,
gracey

2 comments:

Chiwi said...

Sisters are lovely that way aren't they ?? :p

Oi!! you are tagged!!!

gRaCeY said...

:)