biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Lordship

I haven't blogged in more than a week, I think. I've been so exhausted, I don't stay in front of the computer very long. As usual, I've learnt many bits throughout this week. Learning would be too shallow a word for this season. With everything that we learn, we put them into practice. This week has been about Lordship.

1 theme stuck out to me throughout the week - It's all or nothing at all. Jesus is either Lord of ALL, or not Lord at All. I've been half-hearted in my giving to God, and this week was really deep digging for me. I've always wanted to taste the fullness of God's promises and yet I don't believe I've ever been able to taste that. I know it is because of my half-heartedness that I haven't been able to taste God's goodness and faithfulness in the fullest measure.

The full abandonment of oneself to another will reap the most intense of satisfactions. The key here is full abandonment but I've never done that with any area of my life. So this was a really big challenge for me. It's totally not about making an emotional response, but a wilfull response.
The relinquishment of rights - fuyoh!! This means every kind of right that I've been clinging on to! If you start thinking about it, the list gets really long. No joke, really long. I'm trying not to get too much into blogging about this coz I need to get back to 228 (that's where I live)!
Tata..
resting,
gracey

2 comments:

George said...

Hey Grace, it's great to read about how you're doing... the program you're in sounds really substantial.

I can't seem to contact Lisa. Are you using a mobile right now? I just finished my exams. :)

gRaCeY said...

Hey, I am using a mobile now. She's just gone home. My number is 0401581156. Give me a call la.