biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

My Second Book Report

Book Title: The Father Heart of God
Author: Flyod McClung Jr

Dear Daddy,I haven't written you in a while. I am doing well, and I think I might have lost some weight due to fasting and gained back some already! I'm writing just to tell you how much I love you and how I've missed you.

Thank you Daddy for loving me because I'm Your daughter. I know there were times when I couldn't and wouldn't receive Your love, yet You were so adamant in showering me with Your love. When I look back at those times, I feel awful because I've completely ignored You. Yet I know you wouldn't want me to feel awful at all, because You love me. All I need to do is just move on, and receive Your love every single time from now on.

You're an amazing father. How can anyone not respond to Your love? All You ever want is the best for Your children, and I happen to be one of them. I remember the times when I felt totally alone, and You were there, comforting me in Your arms. There were also times that I remember feeling totally forgotten by my friends, but You were there again, in the midst of the crowds. You were watching from afar, wanting to come and comfort me, yet You didn't want to embarass me by hugging me there. I knew You were there, and I'm certainly glad that You knew what I was going through.

Your heart is so BIG, I cannot comprehend Your love and Your grace for me. I don't remember You ever disciplining me harshly, even when I did really big boo boos. You always had Your arms opened wide, just waiting to embrace me when I come running back to You. I know there have been times I was afraid to run back to Your arms, although I knew extremely well that You wouldn't have said anything harsh to hurt me. All You would want is that I do come back running to You.

Daddy, Your love is so completely amazing, my friends are jealous of me. I wish they would be adopted by You too and know Your embrace. I'm sure You wouldn't mind having a few more children, eh? Sometimes I wished that I talked more about You to my friends. I'd be ever so proud to show You off to my friends, because You are the BEST daddy, EVER!!! =)

Now that I have come to realise Your extravagant love for Your Princess, all I want to do is just bathe in it!! I don't want to carry anymore the cares of the world, because they make me age faster, and take away the beauty You've given me. Since You have volunteered to carry my burdens, I'd let You! Trusting You, that You know better because You've been in this world longer than I is something I still want to learn. I know how sometimes I still take control of my life, thinking that I know better. I've been kidding myself, I mean, how would I know about life compared to You? You've been here since the beginning of time! Plus, You know every single creature that lived here before! It'd only be wise to trust You, and ask You what You think about my actions and speech! =)

I'm glad You are walking with me through life instead of another person Daddy. I'm glad You are my dad, You're the bestest! I'm coming home, and I know You're standing at the door waiting even as I type this! I feel absolutely loved, and loved absolutely. =) It's indeed great to be Your little one, knowing that I can hear You call me Your little darling again! You make me feel beautiful and I know I am!! So much joy and laughter coming Your way Daddy! I finally know who I am, I am the daughter of the King, and I don't have to worry what the world thinks of me anymore, because I am Your daughter, Your beloved one! =)

I'm home Dad, I'm home! And I finally am getting it.


Love,
Gracey

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