Life's been on a whirlwind. I feel like I'm in a world of my own sometimes. At this moment, I just feel like hiding in a corner and putting my head down to sob. When has life ever felt so tough? Unprecedented.
Today my mind is a battlefield. I was literally on the verge of breaking down, wanting to give up on work. It's not a tough job in itself. I think the toughest part is crossing my own barrier, mental barrier. It's barricaded my mind and my actions. Sometimes the unfamiliarity strikes me and I become paralysed out of fear.
Fear of what? Fear of everything else except the only fear that I should have. How can I reverse this path?
This year back at home seems bleak. It's just cloudy all the way. It has been cloudy ever since I stepped foot home. What now? What's next?
"Nothing great in the world has been accomplished without passion." George Wilhelm.
Discovering that the road there is filled with stones, pebbles, green icky molds, water as well as the sun. How do I get to the other end? That is the question. Perseverance, GOAL and desire.
trying to float in deep sea,
gracey
Today my mind is a battlefield. I was literally on the verge of breaking down, wanting to give up on work. It's not a tough job in itself. I think the toughest part is crossing my own barrier, mental barrier. It's barricaded my mind and my actions. Sometimes the unfamiliarity strikes me and I become paralysed out of fear.
Fear of what? Fear of everything else except the only fear that I should have. How can I reverse this path?
This year back at home seems bleak. It's just cloudy all the way. It has been cloudy ever since I stepped foot home. What now? What's next?
"Nothing great in the world has been accomplished without passion." George Wilhelm.
Discovering that the road there is filled with stones, pebbles, green icky molds, water as well as the sun. How do I get to the other end? That is the question. Perseverance, GOAL and desire.
trying to float in deep sea,
gracey
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