Mumbles

It has been a long week. It's just Thursday, but I feel like I have been working for an entire week already! This weekend is a busy one too, so no rest for me. Conference, parents and my godfather are all here. When am I going to slow down?

I don't think I can handle the pace my life has right now and keep God close to my heart at the rate I am going. How did people ever do that? Don't we all need to pace ourselves out and not overbook ourselves? Looks like I need to study what God says about working and life in general.

There is probably no such thing as my life when you have a family of your own. I shudder to think that. Can't cope with that. I need to get to the nature - a beach or a highland with lots of trees and where I can hear the sound of bird chirping. I need a break or else I will.

We are so deprived living in KL. Can't see or feel anything that is natural in this city. How do people ever survive on their own? Can't imagine living life without help and support. As much as I feel out of place, I know there are people who are in more desperate situations than mine. How do they cope at all? God, have mercy on us.


love unfailing,
gracey