I had wanted to blog something last night. But I have little recollection of how my sentence structures should sound like. There was a lot of oomph when I designed the blog in my head before I hit the sack at 1.00am. It's gone to nothing now.
Mich and I had a long chat about, what else, God and the state of humankind. Sounds big, but it was really just about us walking with the Father. Ivy and Crys came over, and we had our long overdue dinner. We have not come together since I got back - and that was 11 months ago. These 3 friends are really God-sent. We knew each other since 2006, met at work, and somehow clicked quite instantly.
It is quite interesting how although we come from different church backgrounds, yet having met at work and having 2 things in common, we became the church. We study a specific character together, and shudder at the thought that we could become like that character, if we do not hang on to God for dear life. Even having a good intent may not mean the intention will come to pass. I learnt last night that the process of getting there is more important, because the process either causes us to lose sight, lie to ourselves, or be on the right railway track to that goal.
And in the course of conversation with Mich, I realised that I have grown up, changed and realigned in spite of what I thought and what I have refused to acknowledge. I was also reminded that this journey can be very lonely, but very necessary, if I wanted to follow Jesus wholeheartedly. I realised last night how far away I was at becoming Christlike, and how much grace I needed to get to that destination.
I DON'T HAVE ANSWERS. And I am looking for some myself.
My mind is jumbled up.
gracey
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