biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Forced to Rest

I sprained my ankle again. I thought I could handle it so I went to work today. Hahaha. Right. I walked from Claisebrook Rd to Gladstone St and I was tired. And then I made a trip back for lunch. And that was all I could handle for today. I have been on my bed since I got back at 1.00pm. And my ankle still cannot handle too much weight. Dang it, I need to lose some weight. ;)

I am glad I came home though. Because coming home meant I had plenty of time to be by myself, planning my trip home. Yes, I am going home! I am uber excited about that. I can't wait for it to come, but don't want it to end that quickly too. I am already filling my calendar up, and I am excited to see it filled up with meeting people. I miss my friends and I am glad I will be seeing them soon.

I haven't smelt the fragrance of life at home for 9 months now. This is my longest streak being away. By the time I touchdown in KL, it would have been 11 months straight. Almost one year. How time has passed. I wonder how my emotions would hold up when I arrive at home. And how it would be when the time draws near to my leaving Malaysia again.

Would I feel absolutely lost being back there having felt so much more at home here lately? Will I betray my own feelings and thoughts? Gah...

I am off duty tomorrow. Yay. I pray Monday I will be back on my feet. Yes, Jesus, please. :)

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