To be honest with you, I don't know how to be honest with anyone anymore. It seems as though everytime when I try to be honest and truthful, all I get in return is a squash of ugly banana in return. If I can use all the flowery words in the world now, I have no doubt I would if they are the only ways to express the frustration I feel. Life truly sucks, it sucks even more when people who call you friends do not act like friends to you. And you to them.
You know what? I miss you Jay. I miss sharing the room with you and talking about school or college or our friends till the wee hours of the morning. I miss fighting for papadam with you, I miss doing our dance together, I miss peeping out of our room window looking out at our neighbours and laughing at the talking car every Thursday. I miss being honest with you, I miss teaming up with uncle V poking fun at you, I miss walking with you with your hands in mine, making people on the streets stare at us both because we're both girls and you're indian while I'm Chinese. I miss you because you don't judge me, instead you love me for who I am, laughing at me when I do stupid things and laughing with me when I laugh at myself. I miss you around when I'm upset yet you know when to walk in to calm me down. I miss being myself with you. I just miss YOU JAY.
You're my best friend, besides Jesus, that is. One thing I know for sure, you are irreplaceable. Noone has ever come nearer than you have, and made a positive impact in my life. You have never left a scar in my heart, because you know that my heart is too precious to be trampled upon. I love you Jay! And I miss you dearly! You are truly the BEST!
one life to live,
gracey
You know what? I miss you Jay. I miss sharing the room with you and talking about school or college or our friends till the wee hours of the morning. I miss fighting for papadam with you, I miss doing our dance together, I miss peeping out of our room window looking out at our neighbours and laughing at the talking car every Thursday. I miss being honest with you, I miss teaming up with uncle V poking fun at you, I miss walking with you with your hands in mine, making people on the streets stare at us both because we're both girls and you're indian while I'm Chinese. I miss you because you don't judge me, instead you love me for who I am, laughing at me when I do stupid things and laughing with me when I laugh at myself. I miss you around when I'm upset yet you know when to walk in to calm me down. I miss being myself with you. I just miss YOU JAY.
You're my best friend, besides Jesus, that is. One thing I know for sure, you are irreplaceable. Noone has ever come nearer than you have, and made a positive impact in my life. You have never left a scar in my heart, because you know that my heart is too precious to be trampled upon. I love you Jay! And I miss you dearly! You are truly the BEST!
one life to live,
gracey
7 comments:
life can really suck sometimes i have to agree, i so wish to be in just the presence of God, and no where eelse
Hey! I miss you wat! does that count? -..-
oooh, I LOVE papadams! Wish i had some now! Yummmmmmm...
Tummy-->*growl*
Hmmmm i miss my friends too! My close buddies... and we certainly miss ya laa in CG. I think when I go Aussie and as life goes on.. and different paths both of ya take, it's very hard to keep that bond. but, doesn't mean that it has already been broken.. It's still there, invisible yet strong between u & ur bestfriend. That's what pulls u 2 together... and the great memories you have shared with her.
Jay = Guy or girl?
I miss you too..... dont run away from cg..... who will take care of baby george once youre gone? jk jk
where u going ah?
yup,..i remember the traumatised looks we both got from the ppl at Chow Yang!..hehehe..that was funny!
MISSING U LOADS GRACE!..staying with siblings is fun n all...but still NOT THE SAME!...miss the little notes we use to leave for each other on the bathroom door!..the subsequent tenant must hav had a good time laughing at all the things we wrote to each other..!lol!..and hey..teaming up with MY FATHER to make fun of me is NOT COOL!..HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE ON my side!..lol!...but ..if my dad ever wanted to adopt anyone..i wld definately want YOU!
u were there for me when i first started coll n living in kl an all...n the truth is ..i didnt get so homesick bcoz i had a part of home in u..with me!LUV U GRACE...u know im not good with words..but u know how much u mean to me.ur absolutely AMAZING..n dont let anyone tell or make u feel any different!ok..i hav 2 go get a tissue now..ITS ALL UR FAULT!LOL!...:)
Just as I am: Well, that's life, but we'll have a great time back in Heaven, so no fret now! =)
Yapster: I'll miss you too, when I leave Pre-u that is..hehe..
Debdeb: Don't remind me! =P
Ken: Jay is a girl. How could I share a room with a guy who is not my husband? Gilakah?
Jay: I need a tissue too! :P
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