biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Friday, November 18, 2005

When Things Should Be Different

Hey you,

I'm sorry. I know how it feels like to be in your exact situation, but I have no words to remedy or comfort you. I am finding my way out still. It is suffocating and drowning me. And yet I seem to be just afloat, enough to survive only for one day, and the cycle repeats. This is how I learnt that God's grace is sufficient for me and that His mercies are new every morning. I'm glad you had your close encounter with Him, I hope and pray you walk on strong with your chin held up high. I know I don't like being emo with you, probably it is really because all these years I have shown that I am strong and capable, but really, honestly, I need support too. And I wish I don't have to fight for or protect myself all the time. It drains and it's tiring. I guess I can still stand today because of the goodness of my Lord. If He is faithful to me, He will surely be faithful to you too. So, you WILL be fine, I won't stop praying for you. I still want to be there for you, if you let me that is. See you when I see you friend. =)


one life to live,
gracey

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