biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Life's Like That

Life's like that.
No need no complaining,
Just live it.
Complains don't help,
Makes things worse.
So L-I-V-E your day,
It ain't coming back to you,
Will be counted,
On D-Day.

God made me the way I am. I wonder sometimes how do I make full, positive and effective use of my strong-willed person? How do I camouflage this will of mine to complement the work of the Kingdom? I have kept it low successfully, and yet it creeps up my sleeves when I don't need it. Guess that's when I should learn to handle it?

Once in a blue moon I dislike that I talk too much when I'm yakking a lot that is. Wait, it's not the talking part that I dislike, it's the talking nonsense part that I abhor. Strong word? Precisely. And yet God has made me a talking person. Ironic. So I guess I have to like how He made me right? Perfect. I LOVE YOU GRACEYONG!!

Sarcasm? Maybe. But I do love God's creation. That will include me. Psalm 139:13-16 said it all. So I'm His wonderful creation. Beautiful. Charming. Gracious. Unassuming. Thinking. Mysterious? You think.

Becoming a lady is NOT easy. Not for a loud and rough person like me. And yet I BELIEVE in my junglish-ness I am pretty wonderful. So much for talking about myself. Oh well, I'm not a plastic girl at least. I am REAL. R-E-A-L = imperfection and A-U-T-H-E-N-T-I-C. Of course a hypocrite sometimes. I will be girlish in the way God made me, not the way the world intends to define me. Enough said.


same yet different,
gracey

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