Exams is in about a week. I'm of course still unprepared, yet am extremely relaxed. The bug is on me - AGAIN! As usual. So what's new huh?
I can't believe I need to grow up in about 1 month! I don't want to!! Can someone please get me out of the cycle? Hmph!
Matthias is asleep, the house is quiet, with only David Benoit's songs playing in the background. The International Management text is in front of my face of course. Had kompiang for lunch, nice but not enough. I want to go home as soon as exams end! Can's wait to be home to eat, eat, eat!! I've been away for more than 2 months I gather, if I recall correctly.
What have I been up to the past week? I've been thinking a lot. Yup, AGAIN! I think Shaun is amazed at how much I think! The endless theories and assumptions I have leave him either amazed or speechless I suppose. Sometimes I think I tell him too much of my thoughts that I'm afraid he gets annoyed. LOL. Oh, Shaun's a good friend - we hang out a lot together. Don't kill me for exposing this to the world! G Shyn, let's hook up the Ipoh gang soon huh? Wait for me to finish my papers! I want to go to Genting too!! :P
Other than that, I've been trying to study. It's quite cool to see myself picking up the textbooks to study. I don't recall starting revision so early - before study week started!! ;) Some of the things I have been thinking about are issues which challenge my set assumptions and conclusions about life, friendships, relationships and faith, and I really do not know how to handle some of these issues. I am flabbergasted.
They all hit me at the same time. The past week or so I have been providing my listening ears to friends who are going through difficult patches, and their experiences left me rethinking about some of those issues I mentioned above. Where does faith come in, and am I qualified to say anything to comfort my friends? I realised I have not been able to feel their pain, and tried to much to shove down certain opinions of mine down their struggling throats. Bummer. I deserve some slapping. Ah, I know who would volunteer to slap me first! Bleh...
Okay, I need to get back to my books. Drop me a 'hi' sometime readers. Make yourself known!! =)
thinking gal,
gracey
I can't believe I need to grow up in about 1 month! I don't want to!! Can someone please get me out of the cycle? Hmph!
Matthias is asleep, the house is quiet, with only David Benoit's songs playing in the background. The International Management text is in front of my face of course. Had kompiang for lunch, nice but not enough. I want to go home as soon as exams end! Can's wait to be home to eat, eat, eat!! I've been away for more than 2 months I gather, if I recall correctly.
What have I been up to the past week? I've been thinking a lot. Yup, AGAIN! I think Shaun is amazed at how much I think! The endless theories and assumptions I have leave him either amazed or speechless I suppose. Sometimes I think I tell him too much of my thoughts that I'm afraid he gets annoyed. LOL. Oh, Shaun's a good friend - we hang out a lot together. Don't kill me for exposing this to the world! G Shyn, let's hook up the Ipoh gang soon huh? Wait for me to finish my papers! I want to go to Genting too!! :P
Other than that, I've been trying to study. It's quite cool to see myself picking up the textbooks to study. I don't recall starting revision so early - before study week started!! ;) Some of the things I have been thinking about are issues which challenge my set assumptions and conclusions about life, friendships, relationships and faith, and I really do not know how to handle some of these issues. I am flabbergasted.
They all hit me at the same time. The past week or so I have been providing my listening ears to friends who are going through difficult patches, and their experiences left me rethinking about some of those issues I mentioned above. Where does faith come in, and am I qualified to say anything to comfort my friends? I realised I have not been able to feel their pain, and tried to much to shove down certain opinions of mine down their struggling throats. Bummer. I deserve some slapping. Ah, I know who would volunteer to slap me first! Bleh...
Okay, I need to get back to my books. Drop me a 'hi' sometime readers. Make yourself known!! =)
thinking gal,
gracey
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