It's THE point of no return. It's either you do, or you get fired. By God's grace and divine appointment, I got a job yesterday - Friday. Had this job lined up months ago when the semester started, so am so grateful that God opened this particular door for me, and kept it open all these months. I'd be under probation for a month, so that means my learning curve has to be steep. Translated - fast. My only fear is that I fail to deliver.
I do not know how to face the working world. I have not even taken stock of my life and journey so far. I don't think I'd even have time for that. I guess it would be wise to set aside some time for reflection next week. Badly need it before I step into the unknown, uncertain, yet long road ahead of me. There will just be too many mistakes to make. It is too scary to be in this place where you really have no idea what is going to happen. The comfort is really knowing that God holds my future and that He is my umbrella. But the fear lurks.
This would also mean that there will be many days when I would not blog. It could be because I am tired, but it could also be because I cannot spend too much time in front of the computer chatting and reading anymore.
Am I going to survive? Definitely. I need to. Otherwise I'd have to look for another job. Well, I don't exactly fancy that. I need to start right.
It's a lot about the 'I' for this post. I'm stressing at the moment. Big decisions. God, help me. =S
crossing over,
gracey
I do not know how to face the working world. I have not even taken stock of my life and journey so far. I don't think I'd even have time for that. I guess it would be wise to set aside some time for reflection next week. Badly need it before I step into the unknown, uncertain, yet long road ahead of me. There will just be too many mistakes to make. It is too scary to be in this place where you really have no idea what is going to happen. The comfort is really knowing that God holds my future and that He is my umbrella. But the fear lurks.
This would also mean that there will be many days when I would not blog. It could be because I am tired, but it could also be because I cannot spend too much time in front of the computer chatting and reading anymore.
Am I going to survive? Definitely. I need to. Otherwise I'd have to look for another job. Well, I don't exactly fancy that. I need to start right.
It's a lot about the 'I' for this post. I'm stressing at the moment. Big decisions. God, help me. =S
crossing over,
gracey
2 comments:
it depends on god calling u can always call on apon god to lead you i know it would be taugh god will never leave and forsake u as for me iam going to do my higher level diploma in bangi do pray for me especialy in my project and be a leaving testimorny to many people around me and it will be taugh and but god grace and mercy with me nothing is imposible
Erm i just drop by to your blog..Haiyaa..Working is so very much more different then studying. The pressure, the stress, the every day drama, and the gossiping well the list goes on. It is what i hate the most and I realized that the real world is very harsh indeed and it might turns people into a person whom you never thought you would be before.You might have to be prepared mentally in order to slave yourself at work and have your superiors breathe down your neck expecting you to perform yet what you got was far more real than the expectation.
Hehehe sound horrible leh...this is what i had been through..think back actually is not worth it at all..
The person I was before has evolved into a workaholic zombie who works on average of 12 hours a day, 7 days a week.I hope that oneday i can give up to be where I am today,so for that,I do feel a little remorse.
Now i just waiting for a retired life for myself and hopefully can go bagpack awhile.This is the dream...of mine
This is the feeling of what i got through in the working world..hopefully won't scared u lah..
Mentally Tired in Working,*sob* huh working trow!
Mike
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