Loneliness

Loneliness hits you when suddenly you realise that you don't mind staying back at work just so that you don't feel alone when you're back at home.

I have been thinking lately how to survive my nights since I have very few people whom I can think of to hang out with. It is pretty sad to be alone.

I feel as though I am alone in this world, with many random friends, no set group of friends, with my brother having his own life, my sister far away, and my parents back at home. Although I live with people in the house, I normally hide myself in the room once I get home.

I feel pathetic. Totally. I'm shy to ask some people if I can hang out with them, I have very few peers, mostly older friends. Totally pathetic.

And yes, I do feel lonely and alone. Tell me how some of you working singles survive without constant companions. It got alarming when I found myself hanging around office after working hours. Honestly, I didn't want to come back having noone to face. I wish I could run away from facing all these things. This, coming from a person who would like to have more time for herself. Simply ironic.

Help me? Please?


uncertainties,
gracey