biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Monday, February 12, 2007

Home is Where My Heart Is

Coming home is good. Always good despite being in difficult positions.

The Drive
I drove home, with someone on board. He was such a fun company. The best part is, he made me feel at home and safe. There is something about him that makes me want to know more. We shared some of our life stories and had fun laughing - like, duh. It feels as though I've known him for a long time. I think he's just gifted with that, making people feel at home. No air about him, just loads of mysterious humility. The youths love him, and they know that his heart is for God (at least I think so). Just a priviledge to hear God's faithfulness in the life of an ordinary yet not so ordinary person. He's a missionary. :) A young man who is giving his life to things that matter for eternity although the pressures of this world is not less hunting him. I am inspired and encouraged. Thanks bro for extending your kindness to me. I know I am loved. :)

You are planting seeds and watering plants which will bring great harvest, so don't grow weary. If you ever do, you'll have Daddy with you. I'm supporting you bro, in prayer and encouragement. Keep in touch. Ice - cream and a meal. :)

The Night

God must have prepared my heart for the evening. I know God was doing a deep work in my heart throughout the night, especially also during the drive, though it(the work) is not so visible yet. My heart and mission was assured.

Josh, you spoke words of life to us. Thank you so much for being obedient to Him.

Chris, you're so far ahead of me darling. Just fix that eyes of yours on Daddy. I'll come meet up with you once I'm back. Be good.

Hui Li, you're amazing! Do the same, don't ever let other things/people/circumstances take your eyes & devotions off Jesus - nothing is sweeter than Him!

This Jeremiah School breed is anointed from the top of their heads to the tip of their toes. They truly are. I am so blessed to be a part of what happened last night at church. Even more priviledged and humbled because they call me Jie Jie. What an honour which I truly don't deserve. They have heard of me from past JS participants and have seen me in action. :)

The Commissioning
Lord, thank you for this generation of leaders! Hide them so well that Lord they can do so much for You quietly but surely. Do a deeper work in their hearts and keep them close to You and Your purposes! Build deep, strong & firm, Daddy.

The Thoughts
Thoughts are never ending. I am glad to be consumed with them now. Am I fit? Do I deserve Your grace? This must be a confirmation of your calling for my life now. Youths - the people whom I can't stand (only a fraction of them) yet am willing to give my time & life to. How clashing a philosophy of life that is. I'm MAD. And I stalk people. LOL. Eeekkkssss...


opening up,
gracey

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