biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Long Walk Babe...Long Long Walk...

The longings of the human heart, only God can meet.

I am a human, and I long too. So God, meet my needs.

It's so easy to forget, it's so easy to be ungrateful.

God, thank You.

I look inward, but You call me to look outward.

You have to help.

Meeting new people used to be peanuts.

Now, it scares me to even look at them. I can only hide behind smses. What has gone wrong?

I have become timid. Calculative in taking risks.

Is this part of growing up? Getting old? Or just being plain chicken(ie timid)?

Old scars the culprit of my timidness/phobia? Too many people who think waywardly about my intentions when I'm friendly.

I'm not hitting on you, you and you. It's just me. I don't want to need to explain why I'm nice. Take it from me - not every person who is nice towards you is hitting on you. They're probably just comfortable around you. I know that - all the time.

I have changed. Grown up perhaps. More articulate. Hah, I wish.

Long way to go baby, long way to go. I am going - just wait and see. I'll have my man to show off, just wait and see.

Don't be cynical towards me, I am going there. I am coming. Just wait and see.


faith trudges,
gracey

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