So I was disappointed but at the same time not so disappointed. You know what I mean? My big fish resized. Now the ball game has changed. Michelle says, "the real adventure begins". I totally echo that with fear and trembling. Now I am about to see God provide - in His own time.
If this is to be a faith journey, then God has to call the shots, not me. He's let me call the shots thus far, and He's taking over the wheel now. Or maybe I think He's let me call the shots. Whatever it is, I am at a point of no return. I can't chicken out!!
Relax. Erm, how exactly do I do that? It is crazy!! I have been depending on one person to bless me to YWAM - that was precisely the wrong person to look to as I have witnessed. So, my heart is pumping!! God has to deliver me la!! =P
Heart attack la. Gedebab, gedebub, gedebab, gedebub...
gracey crazy
If this is to be a faith journey, then God has to call the shots, not me. He's let me call the shots thus far, and He's taking over the wheel now. Or maybe I think He's let me call the shots. Whatever it is, I am at a point of no return. I can't chicken out!!
Relax. Erm, how exactly do I do that? It is crazy!! I have been depending on one person to bless me to YWAM - that was precisely the wrong person to look to as I have witnessed. So, my heart is pumping!! God has to deliver me la!! =P
Heart attack la. Gedebab, gedebub, gedebab, gedebub...
gracey crazy
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