biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Monday, September 10, 2007

That Zone

I am leaving.
Home, friends, memories, church, relationships, the familiar, family, food.
Most significant to me in leaving for Perth is the sign of a new beginning and a great new adventure.
It is getting more difficult by the day. There is not one day I do not wonder what will it be like when I come home.

Leaving this round really means forging ahead and leaving what has held me back all these years, and the things that has propelled me to where I am now.

I am leaving and everything seems surreal. I want to hug someone and cry, and have a good one at that, because I know I will never be the same again. There would have been a significant change - not physically, but perspectively and experientially.

I want to cry because I am going to leave the past behind - something good, yet I find difficult to let go. Come the time, I will. I just want to hold on to what I still have. When I'm on that plane, it would be like a twilight zone, in between seasons.

I will fly.


holding on tight - for now,
gracey

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

More sweet memories to make... you can be sure of that. Be bold and courageous. He has great plans for you.

gRaCeY said...

God is my strength - it sounds cheesy, haha..but doing this? It's really Him man.

And who, may I know, is this anonymous person? Write me. It'd be great to know you. Address is gracedotyongatgmaildotcom.