biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

No Joke

Trusting God for finances is really no kidding. Seriously, who would have thought that it will come to this? I am going half crazy thinking about the number of days I have left here in Malaysia, and how much I need to raise to be able to cover the first phase. To think that I am having a drought isn't helping at all.

It is really easy to say I will trust God. Coming to the crunch of it, I am honestly trying to take things into my own hands - giving God a hand to provide for me. As if He needs one, but really, I have no qualms taking over!!

So I guess that's all human. With fear, we just want to take things into our own hands!! Honestly, I don't even know where the rest of the money is coming from. Michelle says just trust God. He will provide.

Man, I don't know what I'm in for, but surely God has this all figured out huh?


trembling,
gracey

1 comment:

MY Chan said...

Yes, my dear. Just trust. Nothing you can do but doggedly trust and refuse to doubt!