And it's a downward spiral to go upwards. Why am I here in this place? It's necessary, but NOT fun at all.
I don't understand how and why I feel like this. No, that's a lie. I know why I feel like this, but I don't understand why I need to feel like this. It's part of the circle of emotions I will be expecting to go through for the next 12 months!! Man, I won't change it for the world, but it does feel awful being here. Helplessness. Abandonment.
I am but one of you. Where do I go from here? To whom shall I go but YOU God? Oh, why the torture and confusion? I want OUT!! But You want me in. I can never be out of Your sight, can I?
Love,
me.
I don't understand how and why I feel like this. No, that's a lie. I know why I feel like this, but I don't understand why I need to feel like this. It's part of the circle of emotions I will be expecting to go through for the next 12 months!! Man, I won't change it for the world, but it does feel awful being here. Helplessness. Abandonment.
I am but one of you. Where do I go from here? To whom shall I go but YOU God? Oh, why the torture and confusion? I want OUT!! But You want me in. I can never be out of Your sight, can I?
Love,
me.
2 comments:
hey jie... we must meet up and catch up... you still using the same cellphone no? email me your new one if you changed ok? coz i rmbr u told me u using that no temporarily only
Same cellphone number, both numbers also can use. Both belong to me anyway. =)
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