biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Europe and Valleys

So quickly a month has passed by. This one month, or rather this last week has been my best week this year. I found out that I am heading to Europe early September, to witness my friend getting married, and best of all, to be able to see her again after a year and a half. We have been waiting for this day - to meet again. At her wedding and between being in London and Paris, I will be getting acquainted with firm friends again. These meetings, I believe will be the highlight of my time in Europe.

Knowing that I will get there has lifted up my spirit. God is the amazing orchestrater of the entire trip coming into fruition. I am so blessed.

Yet today is the lowest point in these past 2 to 3 months, perhaps. I guess having a low point is good for me, to take me back into perspective and focus of life and who God is. I am not doing good. And I have not been forthright for some time. Been hiding in the 'maybe' zone. And the person I lied most is to myself.

A deep valley, so deep that the lowest point cannot be seen, a river flowing through it but cannot be seen and bright sunshine above the valley. God is on my side though the tides of life seem to drown me. I will be fine, soon.

gracey

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