I am back at home. It is funny that I should be back here in the beginning of our outreach phase. I am not too glad about it, but there is no other way around it as I am sent back for official purposes - visa.
The rest of my teammates are already where they are suppose to be at, and the separation from them can't help but make me feel like the last 3 months has been surreal. It is as if I have never left home to be where I was at. Yet the last 3 months have been nothing but exciting, challenging, exhilarating and character/faith building.
So many things have changed in the past 3 months than it has been the past 18 months of my life. I wish to not say that sometimes, but that is a reality. And it was good because it prepared for this past 3 months. I am finally living with more direction - if my parents would like to hear it/call it that way.
I am glad in another sense for this long long long layover, because I get to process the past 3 months with a more 'realistic' view as people would call it, and am glad that nothing in the decision I made a month ago has changed. I hope I am able to stand when the storms approach. I'd rather have the storms storm past me without crossing my path. :P And I get to eat my favourite Malaysian food! What is being a Malaysian when I can't have the food that I grew up with? :P
Already have my schedule filling up, and I wish to see my little Jason soon! :)
gracey
The rest of my teammates are already where they are suppose to be at, and the separation from them can't help but make me feel like the last 3 months has been surreal. It is as if I have never left home to be where I was at. Yet the last 3 months have been nothing but exciting, challenging, exhilarating and character/faith building.
So many things have changed in the past 3 months than it has been the past 18 months of my life. I wish to not say that sometimes, but that is a reality. And it was good because it prepared for this past 3 months. I am finally living with more direction - if my parents would like to hear it/call it that way.
I am glad in another sense for this long long long layover, because I get to process the past 3 months with a more 'realistic' view as people would call it, and am glad that nothing in the decision I made a month ago has changed. I hope I am able to stand when the storms approach. I'd rather have the storms storm past me without crossing my path. :P And I get to eat my favourite Malaysian food! What is being a Malaysian when I can't have the food that I grew up with? :P
Already have my schedule filling up, and I wish to see my little Jason soon! :)
gracey
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