biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Life's Like That

Writing seems to be more therapeautic than I would ever imagine it to be. And just knowing someone has really understood you in your heart is more than a peaceful feeling. What does God approve, and what does He not approve?

An understanding between cultural nuances - how do we ever achieve it? Why are some people more offensive than others and some seem to be doormats? I cannot begin to understand. I cannot understand the tug-of-war happening in my head and heart, and I wish it dead. I wish that life is not about overcoming, but instead just motion-living. I wish I was working so that I don't have to think about all these things now.

Why does it seem to be so difficult for me and not for some others? Am I making my life complicated or is the Creator to be 'blamed' because He created me this way? I see too many details? Sheesh...

Michelle, rescue me please! :(

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