It is now 2 sleeps away from home. Tick tock tick tock. Not fully packed yet but that is not a worry. I'm just taking with me a small little bag pack. Little. Hahaha...
This is when I am lip tight. Zipped. As I look back on these last 2 weeks, I have seen God answer my prayers. He cares about what I care. And never before have I known His pursuit for my love and attention and affection this way. It is so new, so fresh and so gentle. So loving! In a weird kind of way, God gets my attention through compelling me to trust Him in things I have never brought before Him with such intensity and dependence before. And He has moved. He moved the heart of a person, because I asked Him to.
Thank You so much Daddy for pursuing me through answering my cries for help, and listening to my complains and pain. Thank You for your gentle and tender loving care, and surprising me with answered prayers, and I only know that they were answer to prayers because of the fashion you presented them to me. They were not in ways that I asked, but they happened nonetheless under your supervision and direction in ways that I did not ask. Contents fulfilled, husks don't matter anymore.
I am looking forward to going home, and be still before You. May it be a time that will refresh and bless my soul.
Amen.
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