biking with the wind blowing me...

yeah, hoping that my mind makes some sense in writing. my sense of black and white in matters relating to life and thoughts are becoming blurred - i hope not by the influence of new age but rather by the influence and my human understanding of the grace of God. i want these recordings to become a reminder of God's faithfulness in my golden days.
So, welcome my friend, let's learn together. I beckon you.

Tuesday, November 05, 2013

New Wine and New Wine Skin

It's a completely new season - everything started brand new, and even how God chooses to use me is all new, and I feel almost, another step upward in stretching my faith. New Zealand is beautiful, and is an overall amazing nation. 

The welcome I received was warm, from right when we landed on the South Island soil. We were welcomed to our new home for at least these next 2 years with very strong winds that travelled up to 150km/hr and still experienced frosts for the next month or so. 

The base was new, the town small but warm and new, the people new, the currency new - everything was NEW to me. My role was new in a spe
cial way, especially being a wife. It has felt like I am an old person but in a completely new, raw and fresh environment. These last 3 weeks though has made me feel like a completely new person. I can't quite pinpoint what the Lord is doing in my life - it is not at a definable stage yet, and I am completely at peace.

The difficulty is in explaining to friends who ask how things are? There is not a one word answer I can find anywhere in my dictionary except to explain the strangely new feeling I am experiencing. It's not the physical that is new to me - much more than that, it is as though I have a new pair of eyes (like some scales were removed) of faith and a new level of trust. There is nothing in my life that is hindering God's work of making me gloriously new - no current pain, no lack of zeal, no lack of desire for Him. In fact, I have found myself to be even more drawn to Him now than ever before in a fresh new way. His anointing is overflowing. Our conversations are alive and deep. We are dreaming.

It is just so fresh. It seems as though the last 2 years didn't happen. God is captivating my heart afresh and I am so grateful and thankful that He wants to do so. See this post has been just vagueness in terms of description, I don't feel like I give justice to what God is doing and how I am actually feeling and seeing my life go by - but it is new. I think to quote my friend, it is new wine and new wine skin. I don't know what else is ahead of me, but I have never felt so completely in tune with the Father and know that I am in His will and that is the best and safest feeling ever. 

Funny that it has come with the love of my life. 

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